Lonely lonely christmas

This Time will hv a lonely christmas again .
sienz nar . she said that she gt fren come .
means our meeting cancel .
what can i do ?
find friend go out ?
at home ?
sleep ?
on9 ?
kl ?
cannot think .
very confuse bout this .
some more get sick . after breakfast then feel wanna vomit .
no people care . no friend in suddenly .
haixxxx.
work work work work .fucking work .
boring and gonna leave .
why my life getting bully ?
when is the time i can get angry ?
and gt someone to tam me .
19 years old . still need tam people . cannot angry .
angry tat time. and people getting more angry than me .
WTH! i angry my fault .
you all angry my fault too?
haixxx